Back...

Well I'm back @ school... I loved California SO much... I wish I were back there...
On another note though. I met this guy a couple years ago and I really liked him, right away... Well I might be seeing him at a wedding this summer - at least I hope so... I had always hoped that I would get to see him again. If it happens, then it happens. If I don't see him (or if I do see him and nothing really clicks) then maybe it's just not meant to be. There are SO many weddings this summer and I'm so excited!
Have to jet to class - yuck back to writing papers and midterms.
Have a GREAT DAY!

Two all-nighters...? =S

I have SO much work to be done by Wednesday. I have a paper and then a midterm but the midterm is kind of different... For the midterm we have to create the test... my prof is having us write questions that we think would be appropriate for the midterm, justify why we would ask them, and then give the answer that would be appropriate for the question. Sounded easy at first but we have to incorporate 6 of the 8 readings we've done for the class. And the thing is... I haven't really been keeping on top of the readings... bad idea on my part. So now I've had to catch up and understand the readings... I'm almost done my history paper which is good but right now it's 3:10 a.m. and I still have a response to write for another class and have a shower. And then tomorrow night I'll be doing final proof reading for my midterm test and history paper. I really don't know if I can pull off two all-nighters in a row... Anyways, I better get back to writing so I can crash into bed for a solid couple of hours before class. Cheers!

4 days and counting!!!

Four days till I'm on my way to California!!!

YAY

WHY?!

Why can't I just be content with myself... Why do I always have to be jealous of other people?! And why do I think that they are judging me? Why can't I think about just one thing that I absolutely love about myself?
All I can say is "BLAH!!!"
I'm going to go to sleep.

depressing blog

I feel so... blah! so many things have just gotten me down in the last couple of days...
First of all - stupid winter. I know this is going to sound really stupid but... my face is so dry - it looks absolutely horrible... and I'm so self consious about it too. The last thing I want to do is leave my room for my classes. ugh!
Another thing - I've gained a couple of pounds since I'm been at school. Not too many but I didn't even like my weight when I first came here so those couple extra pounds make me even more depressed. I'm been really consious about what I eat and I honestly go to the gym at least 3-5 times a week. It's just so depressing to make an effort to lose weight and then step on the scale and see you haven't lost any, but instead gained.
Anyways, I have to run to class - another blah day which means another track pants day. These are occuring more and more often... I gotta say...

I love track pants!

At the request of Megan and Lauren, I will update my blog =P
Nothing spectacular going on... 9 more days till I'm on my way to California!!! =D But before I can even think about California, I have a paper and a midterm... blah.
Laurel, Constance and I signed a lease for our new house next year! Good times times to be had!
Patriots won the Superbowl! YAY! I was sick of people telling me I should cheer for Philly just because they were the underdog. True, usually I do cheer for the underdog, but when my favorite team is playing I wish people would lay off of giving me a hard time =P But now the depressing time of year starts... No hockey. No football. I guess I could fall back on basketball but it's just not the same... Usually this "depressing time" starts around June when hockey season is over but this year it's even earlier because of the stupid strike... *sigh* There's always the all star football game this weekend!
Gotta run - later peeps =P